Post by nhbwomcmahon on Jun 12, 2006 17:01:00 GMT -5
The Vince McMahon Story: Truth be Told
The Early Years- NHBWO
Being part of the staff of NHBWO, I will admit a lot of things. Right now I'm repeating Senior Year in High School, that's right, I will be re-attending school next year. During my stint over at NHBWO my dad was a cocaine addict. In 1998, while working at his job, a company where chains are made, he got his finger caught in a machine and it took it off completely. He had to go to rehab of course and his finger was sewn back on but of course he couldn't use it as all the nerves were cut. Well he got a settlement out of it in 2002, $25,000 and he told my mom that he was taking most of it to pay off some people, at the time we didn't know about his drug addiction but for most of the 70's, 80's and some of the 90's he was an acoholic. Well as we would later of found out he used the entire sum of money, around $15,000 to buy drugs, mainly cocaine. This was only the beginning. On the night of October 2002, he went into our basement where he spent most of his time. The downstairs basement is a room he designed to keep all his fish mounts in. He is a big fisherman and has appeared in a few magazines and has also been called upon a talk show back in 2001, but turned it down. Well on the night of October 2002, at around 12 midnight, all we heard, myself, my sister and mom, was like the sound of silver ware being moved all over the place. My mom went downstairs to see what was going on, of course my dad was back in the basement. He said he would stay down there because he was depressed. Well he had a knife to his throat. I will never forget that night when he tried to committ suicide. My mom ran to a phone, I was upstairs shocked and truthly scared by what was happening. The police came down and took him out of the house. Right after this incident I started to turn away from NHBWO, worrying what was going to happen next. My father has a history of being a liar and anytime he has money he always goes out. There was one time back in 1997 when he asked for money from my mom, because of course he was broke and didn't have any money and wanted something. She refused and he pulled out and hammer and chased her and told her if she didn't hand over the money he was going to hit her in the head. Of course my mom handed him the money. With all the happenings going on at home, I preceeded to try to keep NHBWO running, it wasn't easy on me at all. I started to fall from it and on top of that I was not concentrating in school. This is where my downfall began.
The First Downfall of NHBWO
I became depressed...my family was seemingly falling apart and I couldn't help. I was known as the guy to help people with their problems in their life and I tried my best. As my dad was checked into rehab in early 2003 I hired Shawn Michaels and Scott Hall, then NHBWO members as part of the staff of NHBWO. Together they helped me write shows, make matches, all that bit. Knowing my father was in rehab I felt alot better because he would be away from hurting my family and himself. I started to get back into the thick of things.
A Death in the Family
My grandfather who was born in 1923, ment the absolute world to me. Growing up I would spent countless nights in his house with my grandma. They moved to the United States in 1942 from Poland, my grandfather was actually drafted and forced to join the war. My grandfather fought in World War II against Germany on the Allied Powers side. He was the only surviving troop on his whole platoon. Everyelse was killed in combat. My grandparents were the two nicest people you could ever meet. They were talented in so many ways. My grandma was a great cook and she had great, great, sewing talents. She could pull off truely remarkable work. Growing up I guess you could say they were centered around me. My grandma in the early 90's began having trouble walking, she couldn't walk down the stairs and had trouble breathing. I was heart broken when she passed away from cancer in 1996. My whole family was devistated. It was so hard to see her go. But around the time at working at NHBWO....My dad was in re-hab and I had a new staff in NHBWO and I thought the world around me was getting better. 2 weeks into the process of working into NHBWO, I heard the unfortunate news that my grandfather began for no reason bleeding from his nose, really badly. Pools of blood. He was rushed to the emergency room. This was on a Monday. On Tuesday he looked to be doing better, my mom spoke to him and he talked and everything. On Wednesday, he couldn't even talk...all you heard was mutter when he spoke. His fingers turned black because there was no circulation in his hands. I cried my eyes out seeing him like that. My best friend was dying. The next day while at school, I was sent down to the office. My other family members came down from Cape Cod to visit him in the hospital, my mom, sister and aunt were all present there along with my cousin and uncle. I went to the main office and was given a phone and my mom told me that he wasn't going to make it, that he was going to die any minute. She cried the whole time. I went back to class, devistated then ever. My grandfather passed away that day at 1:08 P.M. It was truely the worst fait I've ever had to deal with. I became more depressed as the days went on and I missed a NHBWO show. This continued to happen and me not being the one to speak up let NHBWO fall down. NHBWO was failing and I wasn't doing nothing about it.
Returning from Rehab
My dad returned from re-hab in 2004, to hear that his best friend had died while he was away. At first all things seemed to be better, I was going to restart NHBWO up again until my dad started it up all again. You will never realize how many times he has done this and still to this very day I really haven't forgiven him. He's been arrested over 20 times, stolen, drank, did drugs, sold drugs, everything you could possibly think of. Each and everyone of these elements would keep me from working at NHBWO, It is so hard when your mind is somewhere else.
The Return of NHBWO in 2005!
The New NHBWO was forming, I returned with a new staff, Shawn Michaels and Ryan Beyer. Together we went down a smooth path finding new talent. Although NHBWO was back up, I was still depressed, shortly after returning...I went missing for 2 weeks. I became annoyed with everything, I didn't want to live for anything. I didn't want to do NHBWO. I became annoyed with people constanly iming me on AIM. At the time I really didn't want to talk so I ignored people in the worst way. I didn't help them with their needs. The only way I felt good with myself was to mess with the boards, it seldom gave me some entertainment. I would book shows that the rps were due the next day, I would make unexpected title changes and I would go as far as to call myself God and pretend to be him. I was falling apart in the worst way.
The 2nd Fall of NHBWO. 2006
In 2006, Shawn Michaels created SNME. Because I wasn't up to date with the staff of NHBWO, I tended to create alot of trouble with the staff, the boards and the members themselves. Around this time, my father was already clean of drugs for one year and still to this day he has been clean but in my heart I can't forgive what he has done in the past and still to this day I have those fond images in my head. Becuase of the past, in 2004 I failed many subjects and it was up to me to make them up but I was not in good shape. My attention was turned away because of my dad's addiction, the death of my grandfather, fighting and aruging issues, and even e-feds. In April of this year, I basically said screw it, I'm finished with this whole e-fed thing. I've had enough of it, I'm gone. Screw NHBWO. Screw the Staff and Members and I basically thought screw the world. I feel miserable and I don't have the energy to do this work anymore, I'm tired, I don't enjoy it.
The Birth of SNME
In April 2006, Shawn Michaels left NHBWO along with Ryan Beyer and Paul Heyman. The members of NHBWO weren't happy with my actions. I was a liar and I left NHBWO too many times to count with out saying where I was going. No one will ever know how bad I had it, and you may call me a liar but these events are true. I would never lie about something so personal. I will never realize what I've caused each and everyone of you but from deep down--I'm truely sorry. As the story goes in April of 2006, the Staff of SNME gave the option to the members of NHBWO to either stay with NHBWO or defect to SNME. 95% of the roster left, and I'm truely happy they did. Honestly I will never be able to run a full NHBWO schedule ever again. I'm turning 18 this year and I have a bright future ahead of me. The past was already written and I can't change that. I've screwed up so many times and I know I will never be truely forgiven for all of those times. Just today, I acted like a child demanding a match from Ryan Beyer. You know in all honesty, I don't hate anyone--As god as my witness I love Ryan Beyer! I love the man! He's given me so much. The members and staff have given me so much over years. I truely deserve what I got tonight. It was my mistake all along, I don't want to see the downfall of SNME. I truely see a lot of potential for this organization. I see a bright future for all you members, inside and outside of SNME. You have the best thing going for you. You have an excellent staff--the best I've ever seen.
The Final Goodbye
It's been a long road for me, and there has to be a point sometime in my life where I need to learn that lying won't get you anywhere. Friends mean a lot in this world and without them you will be depressed. I've been given so much in this life and I've never had the real opportunity to thank each and everyone. Shawn Michaels, man I love you so much! As gay as that sounds, you stuck around thick and thin for the entire time in NHBWO. And now look what you got, you have SNME. You are truely gifted and you are a man of his word. I met you all the way back in October of 2003 and still to this day I find you one of the most talented people I've ever known. Your truely gifted and a great owner. My friend, Ryan Beyer. I'm sorry for what I put you through today. I can't believe what kind of idiot I am. I never really meant what I said. I don't want to fight you. In true honest, I know you are going to make it big in the music industry. You are a talented man and don't let anyone else tell you other wise, keep up the good work! Paul Heyman, in 4 months I've never seen a man come so far to where he is today. You are truely amazing when it comes to being an owner of SNME. You have what it takes and it was a true honor to work with you and the rest of the crew. You are amazing in my book. Chris Jericho, you achieved the big one. World Heavyweight Champion! Doesn't get any better than that my friend, it seems just only yesterday when I first met you and look where you are today. You work is great, I hope you continue to do what you do best. I wish you the best of luck and keep hold of your title for as long as possible, you never know who will come after you next. :-) Triple H, it's been 2 years...I've known you for a while, and trust me you've come a long way. Your rps are phenominal. Former U.S. champion, IC champion and of course World Champion. You have a lot of credibility and don't forget that I love you. We had some great moments together, and I just want to let you know that you will always be The top dog in the e-fed business. I could go on and on, I've met so many great people in this business. Randy Orton, Sting, Batista, Raven, Kane, John Cena, Rob Van Dam, Goldberg, Jeff Hardy, Matt Hardy, Kevin, The Boogey Man, Steve Austin, Rey Mysterio, Booker T, Eric Bischoff, The Rock, Kevin Nash, JBL, Viscera, Big Show, Hulk Hogan, Ashley, Victoria, Shane McMahon, Chris Masters, Muhammed Hussan, Jay Lethal, Kurt Angle, Air Hairs, The Moonities, The Sandman, A.J. Styles, Amazing Red, Eddie Guerrero, C.M. Punk, Justin Tyger, Christopher Nowinski, Matt Striker, Shannon Moore, Sonny Siaki.. the list never ends! Each and everyone of you dedicated your lives to the great e-fed business. SNME in my opinion with the help of the SNME staff, will keep on giving and giving and it will one day be the best e-fed on the net. Who know's, I believe you are at the top right now. I've been around for 3 years, I've seen everything...I've heard everything...but have you heard that "You guys are the greatest pieces of work. Together as a family and friends you make up what is SNME." SNME is where Legends are made, If I would have to rephrase that I would say "SNME where Friends are made" because this place was designed for one reason and one reason along and that is for meeting new people and having fun. You guys are genuine people and this is just the beginning of your lives--there is so much more up ahead, aside from Paul Heyman who is already married to a very beautiful women, and has 2 children, correct me if I'm wrong there. So on a final note this is my real life story, and this is coming straight from my heart. I will truely miss you all. Each and everyone of you, I thank you so much for all you've given me. My time with e-fed's is over--but I will always keep my hotline open, you can give it a try at 1-800-GIVE-VINCE-A-KISS or you can reach me at "snmevince" on AOL to save yourself a buck or two.
~This is Vince McMahon signing out.
The Early Years- NHBWO
Being part of the staff of NHBWO, I will admit a lot of things. Right now I'm repeating Senior Year in High School, that's right, I will be re-attending school next year. During my stint over at NHBWO my dad was a cocaine addict. In 1998, while working at his job, a company where chains are made, he got his finger caught in a machine and it took it off completely. He had to go to rehab of course and his finger was sewn back on but of course he couldn't use it as all the nerves were cut. Well he got a settlement out of it in 2002, $25,000 and he told my mom that he was taking most of it to pay off some people, at the time we didn't know about his drug addiction but for most of the 70's, 80's and some of the 90's he was an acoholic. Well as we would later of found out he used the entire sum of money, around $15,000 to buy drugs, mainly cocaine. This was only the beginning. On the night of October 2002, he went into our basement where he spent most of his time. The downstairs basement is a room he designed to keep all his fish mounts in. He is a big fisherman and has appeared in a few magazines and has also been called upon a talk show back in 2001, but turned it down. Well on the night of October 2002, at around 12 midnight, all we heard, myself, my sister and mom, was like the sound of silver ware being moved all over the place. My mom went downstairs to see what was going on, of course my dad was back in the basement. He said he would stay down there because he was depressed. Well he had a knife to his throat. I will never forget that night when he tried to committ suicide. My mom ran to a phone, I was upstairs shocked and truthly scared by what was happening. The police came down and took him out of the house. Right after this incident I started to turn away from NHBWO, worrying what was going to happen next. My father has a history of being a liar and anytime he has money he always goes out. There was one time back in 1997 when he asked for money from my mom, because of course he was broke and didn't have any money and wanted something. She refused and he pulled out and hammer and chased her and told her if she didn't hand over the money he was going to hit her in the head. Of course my mom handed him the money. With all the happenings going on at home, I preceeded to try to keep NHBWO running, it wasn't easy on me at all. I started to fall from it and on top of that I was not concentrating in school. This is where my downfall began.
The First Downfall of NHBWO
I became depressed...my family was seemingly falling apart and I couldn't help. I was known as the guy to help people with their problems in their life and I tried my best. As my dad was checked into rehab in early 2003 I hired Shawn Michaels and Scott Hall, then NHBWO members as part of the staff of NHBWO. Together they helped me write shows, make matches, all that bit. Knowing my father was in rehab I felt alot better because he would be away from hurting my family and himself. I started to get back into the thick of things.
A Death in the Family
My grandfather who was born in 1923, ment the absolute world to me. Growing up I would spent countless nights in his house with my grandma. They moved to the United States in 1942 from Poland, my grandfather was actually drafted and forced to join the war. My grandfather fought in World War II against Germany on the Allied Powers side. He was the only surviving troop on his whole platoon. Everyelse was killed in combat. My grandparents were the two nicest people you could ever meet. They were talented in so many ways. My grandma was a great cook and she had great, great, sewing talents. She could pull off truely remarkable work. Growing up I guess you could say they were centered around me. My grandma in the early 90's began having trouble walking, she couldn't walk down the stairs and had trouble breathing. I was heart broken when she passed away from cancer in 1996. My whole family was devistated. It was so hard to see her go. But around the time at working at NHBWO....My dad was in re-hab and I had a new staff in NHBWO and I thought the world around me was getting better. 2 weeks into the process of working into NHBWO, I heard the unfortunate news that my grandfather began for no reason bleeding from his nose, really badly. Pools of blood. He was rushed to the emergency room. This was on a Monday. On Tuesday he looked to be doing better, my mom spoke to him and he talked and everything. On Wednesday, he couldn't even talk...all you heard was mutter when he spoke. His fingers turned black because there was no circulation in his hands. I cried my eyes out seeing him like that. My best friend was dying. The next day while at school, I was sent down to the office. My other family members came down from Cape Cod to visit him in the hospital, my mom, sister and aunt were all present there along with my cousin and uncle. I went to the main office and was given a phone and my mom told me that he wasn't going to make it, that he was going to die any minute. She cried the whole time. I went back to class, devistated then ever. My grandfather passed away that day at 1:08 P.M. It was truely the worst fait I've ever had to deal with. I became more depressed as the days went on and I missed a NHBWO show. This continued to happen and me not being the one to speak up let NHBWO fall down. NHBWO was failing and I wasn't doing nothing about it.
Returning from Rehab
My dad returned from re-hab in 2004, to hear that his best friend had died while he was away. At first all things seemed to be better, I was going to restart NHBWO up again until my dad started it up all again. You will never realize how many times he has done this and still to this very day I really haven't forgiven him. He's been arrested over 20 times, stolen, drank, did drugs, sold drugs, everything you could possibly think of. Each and everyone of these elements would keep me from working at NHBWO, It is so hard when your mind is somewhere else.
The Return of NHBWO in 2005!
The New NHBWO was forming, I returned with a new staff, Shawn Michaels and Ryan Beyer. Together we went down a smooth path finding new talent. Although NHBWO was back up, I was still depressed, shortly after returning...I went missing for 2 weeks. I became annoyed with everything, I didn't want to live for anything. I didn't want to do NHBWO. I became annoyed with people constanly iming me on AIM. At the time I really didn't want to talk so I ignored people in the worst way. I didn't help them with their needs. The only way I felt good with myself was to mess with the boards, it seldom gave me some entertainment. I would book shows that the rps were due the next day, I would make unexpected title changes and I would go as far as to call myself God and pretend to be him. I was falling apart in the worst way.
The 2nd Fall of NHBWO. 2006
In 2006, Shawn Michaels created SNME. Because I wasn't up to date with the staff of NHBWO, I tended to create alot of trouble with the staff, the boards and the members themselves. Around this time, my father was already clean of drugs for one year and still to this day he has been clean but in my heart I can't forgive what he has done in the past and still to this day I have those fond images in my head. Becuase of the past, in 2004 I failed many subjects and it was up to me to make them up but I was not in good shape. My attention was turned away because of my dad's addiction, the death of my grandfather, fighting and aruging issues, and even e-feds. In April of this year, I basically said screw it, I'm finished with this whole e-fed thing. I've had enough of it, I'm gone. Screw NHBWO. Screw the Staff and Members and I basically thought screw the world. I feel miserable and I don't have the energy to do this work anymore, I'm tired, I don't enjoy it.
The Birth of SNME
In April 2006, Shawn Michaels left NHBWO along with Ryan Beyer and Paul Heyman. The members of NHBWO weren't happy with my actions. I was a liar and I left NHBWO too many times to count with out saying where I was going. No one will ever know how bad I had it, and you may call me a liar but these events are true. I would never lie about something so personal. I will never realize what I've caused each and everyone of you but from deep down--I'm truely sorry. As the story goes in April of 2006, the Staff of SNME gave the option to the members of NHBWO to either stay with NHBWO or defect to SNME. 95% of the roster left, and I'm truely happy they did. Honestly I will never be able to run a full NHBWO schedule ever again. I'm turning 18 this year and I have a bright future ahead of me. The past was already written and I can't change that. I've screwed up so many times and I know I will never be truely forgiven for all of those times. Just today, I acted like a child demanding a match from Ryan Beyer. You know in all honesty, I don't hate anyone--As god as my witness I love Ryan Beyer! I love the man! He's given me so much. The members and staff have given me so much over years. I truely deserve what I got tonight. It was my mistake all along, I don't want to see the downfall of SNME. I truely see a lot of potential for this organization. I see a bright future for all you members, inside and outside of SNME. You have the best thing going for you. You have an excellent staff--the best I've ever seen.
The Final Goodbye
It's been a long road for me, and there has to be a point sometime in my life where I need to learn that lying won't get you anywhere. Friends mean a lot in this world and without them you will be depressed. I've been given so much in this life and I've never had the real opportunity to thank each and everyone. Shawn Michaels, man I love you so much! As gay as that sounds, you stuck around thick and thin for the entire time in NHBWO. And now look what you got, you have SNME. You are truely gifted and you are a man of his word. I met you all the way back in October of 2003 and still to this day I find you one of the most talented people I've ever known. Your truely gifted and a great owner. My friend, Ryan Beyer. I'm sorry for what I put you through today. I can't believe what kind of idiot I am. I never really meant what I said. I don't want to fight you. In true honest, I know you are going to make it big in the music industry. You are a talented man and don't let anyone else tell you other wise, keep up the good work! Paul Heyman, in 4 months I've never seen a man come so far to where he is today. You are truely amazing when it comes to being an owner of SNME. You have what it takes and it was a true honor to work with you and the rest of the crew. You are amazing in my book. Chris Jericho, you achieved the big one. World Heavyweight Champion! Doesn't get any better than that my friend, it seems just only yesterday when I first met you and look where you are today. You work is great, I hope you continue to do what you do best. I wish you the best of luck and keep hold of your title for as long as possible, you never know who will come after you next. :-) Triple H, it's been 2 years...I've known you for a while, and trust me you've come a long way. Your rps are phenominal. Former U.S. champion, IC champion and of course World Champion. You have a lot of credibility and don't forget that I love you. We had some great moments together, and I just want to let you know that you will always be The top dog in the e-fed business. I could go on and on, I've met so many great people in this business. Randy Orton, Sting, Batista, Raven, Kane, John Cena, Rob Van Dam, Goldberg, Jeff Hardy, Matt Hardy, Kevin, The Boogey Man, Steve Austin, Rey Mysterio, Booker T, Eric Bischoff, The Rock, Kevin Nash, JBL, Viscera, Big Show, Hulk Hogan, Ashley, Victoria, Shane McMahon, Chris Masters, Muhammed Hussan, Jay Lethal, Kurt Angle, Air Hairs, The Moonities, The Sandman, A.J. Styles, Amazing Red, Eddie Guerrero, C.M. Punk, Justin Tyger, Christopher Nowinski, Matt Striker, Shannon Moore, Sonny Siaki.. the list never ends! Each and everyone of you dedicated your lives to the great e-fed business. SNME in my opinion with the help of the SNME staff, will keep on giving and giving and it will one day be the best e-fed on the net. Who know's, I believe you are at the top right now. I've been around for 3 years, I've seen everything...I've heard everything...but have you heard that "You guys are the greatest pieces of work. Together as a family and friends you make up what is SNME." SNME is where Legends are made, If I would have to rephrase that I would say "SNME where Friends are made" because this place was designed for one reason and one reason along and that is for meeting new people and having fun. You guys are genuine people and this is just the beginning of your lives--there is so much more up ahead, aside from Paul Heyman who is already married to a very beautiful women, and has 2 children, correct me if I'm wrong there. So on a final note this is my real life story, and this is coming straight from my heart. I will truely miss you all. Each and everyone of you, I thank you so much for all you've given me. My time with e-fed's is over--but I will always keep my hotline open, you can give it a try at 1-800-GIVE-VINCE-A-KISS or you can reach me at "snmevince" on AOL to save yourself a buck or two.
~This is Vince McMahon signing out.